Tristezinhas que não ouso explicar a.k.a. palavras evasivas

Essa tristezinha não tem razão (Não tem caráter, né tia Tê?). Essa tristezinha chata não permite que as conquistas sejam comemoradas, que o vento seja apreciado. Aquele ventinho cortante, gostoso de se ver, ouvir, sentir. Viver, apenas. Não, ela não permite a existência de tais sentidos.

I miss a lot. Miss talking to Nadia, to Claire, to Anna, to Alvaro. Miss checking out which donut's brand is the greatest one. Miss having dinner at 5 pm. Miss waking up in the morning with asian girls using my mirror and talking in chinese or in korean around my bed. Miss hating american high schools (ok, I don't miss them!!). Miss having to explain that in Brazil we don't speek Espanish (or even French or Italian!!). I miss my morning classes - specially the coffee time! Lol! Miss missing to speak in Portuguese. Miss travelling every weekend. Miss a lot that summer of mine.

I'm quite better now though. I know that. I feel that. But it doesn't prevent that time by time I have this feeling of now: all that missing. Good missing, I shall stress out (At least at this second). No saudade!! I only missed it now! But today.....

....today I'm going to have a much better day!! And I know I can at least have dinner at 5 pm! =]